Waiting is not Easy

Hi.. I am writing this post based on my own experience. I am a teacher and at that time, I read a book to my kids. The book is so cute and it talks about how waiting is all worth it. I know it sounds lunatic, but yes you need to try.

Waiting has a very close relation with being patient. I tried to wait patiently, though I've never succeed *pardon me*. At first I think maybe it is okay, I can relax for a while, or maybe the person/thing I've been waiting is still has something else to do, or maybe I come too early, or another possibilities. However, as the clock tickling, my heart also beat faster and stronger (this means I'm not pleased).

Yesterday suppose to be a fun day to spend with my beloved one. But again, what human plans is not the same with God's. I came on time, hoping we could start immediately and walk around, though I waited for more than two hours did nothing, literary nothing. And luckily, I was clueless, no information, no call, no text, just nothing. I went home with a heart broke, and at that time I realize the tears falling down, I could not stop it.

I was thinking that maybe I should be more patient and accept the reason why I need to wait that long, however, it is hard to do. I tried to smile and understand, though I couldn't, I still feel upset.

I trust God more, and somehow I can manage. He lets me feel upset to shape me better. I know for sure that there will be something good afterward. Whatever it is, God is leading